| My gramps hates me |
[Nov. 27th, 2009|12:39 am] |
Here's the thing,
I have 3 gramps.
One grandpa, two grandmas.
My grandpa(mum's) doesn't dote grandkids usually.
But my bro once bought him a chair, and now he loves him.
My grandma(mum's) love my sis cause she's the smartest and now gave birth to her great grand SON.
My other grandma(dad's) is this old but still has a lot of pride kind of woman.
Totally love money and according to my parents she's totally relactant to stay with us
(honestly I don't really care cause I've never spoke to her in 18 years and I got enough stranger in my house. One more won't make a diff.)
Now here's the problem.
My mum's side grand parents maybe be old but they are somewhat healthy.
My dad's side grandma is SICK max
She half blind, she can't walk with support, she wrinkly etc.
Now that she stays with us, we got no room for her so she sleeps on the sofa in the living room
Seeing her like that, seeing any old person like that, it breaks my heart.
But I cannot communicate with her cause I can't speak dialect.
My mum doesn't care, my dad's always not home. My bro's the only one left.
So now I think my grandma loves my bro.
That's leaves me with... No gramps.
I'm a grampless kid.
No love from gramps. LOL!
Sighs... Need to start planning how to stay out more often. I'm really getting annoyed with home.
Home does feel like home.
It feels like a shelther home for the homeless.
I don't feel comfortable anymore.
But that's what you are suppose to feel at home, comfortable.
Sighs... -I'm craving for beancurd. Anyone up for it?- Posted via LiveJournal.app. |
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| I wanna say something |
[Nov. 15th, 2009|07:37 pm] |
I have so many things to say!
But who can I say to.
So many things I want to share
but I can only tell them to you.
Why can't things be shared with anyone
then i don't have to bottle everything.
Or why must i have so many secrets
that I'm restricted to telling no one.
fml. I blame myself. |
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| I'm lost |
[Oct. 30th, 2009|12:35 am] |
I'm finally using my laptop after gazillion years.
The dust on it, i'm not kidding, it THICK.
Lol!
but feels go to be using lappy again.
Screen is like.. normal size.
I can type faster.
Lol.
I was teaching my dad how to use the itouch like... 2 mins ago.
See the way he use damn cute la.
He type one letter by letter.
Haha.
Halloween's tml.
DAMN scared.
Night walk.
GAHHHHH!!!
I hope we walk in 4s.
Then me ting sad and chris.
YES! Very good. HAHAHHA!
Still, even if its really them, i think i'll still be damn scared.
God, save me! Protect me!
School's been great.
*I know, amazing right?*
I'm actually understanding lessons and not turning up late. Heehee.
So proud.
I guess i'm gonna stop here.
Goodnight world. |
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| Short post zzz... |
[Oct. 26th, 2009|11:35 pm] |
Hello world. It's been long since I've blogged
Hence, here is a post. I'm sleepy...
I've been very sleep for very long. Zzz
I need help. Lol!
I ran 3km today. I know it's little.
Stop mocking me. Lol
I'm going to sleep now cause I'm damn sleepy...
Heh heh.
Emo bug's still in me...
Zzz... |
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| (: |
[Oct. 10th, 2009|02:01 am] |
Thank you Sijia!
You truely are my bestest friend.
On 7 Nov I'll do anything you want me to do.
In a sense that i will go out with you if you want me to,
Go your house, whatever!
LOL!
I BOUGHT NEW CDS!
HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA!!!!
That is me happy.
I'm getting me 'itouch' kids tml!
HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA
YES!
I'M A SATISFIED KID!:D |
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| slumber bbq |
[Oct. 2nd, 2009|02:29 am] |
I'm at ting's house now.
We were playing truth or dare.
Truthing charmaine.
(:
We are schemming people...
Heh heh heh...
Secrets shall be revealed!! LOL!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 19th, 2009|06:54 am] |
Time now: 6:50AM.
Yes, i'm still online
Went supper with peeps, had a great time(:
I just read my past blog post and i'm thinking...
why did i type those man? LOL! So retarded.
Emo shitzx.
I'm emo no more!
Lol! I found supper people!
And i'm turning 18 soon!!!
:D
I feel old... Zzz...
Had a chat with sijia like... Yesterday?
And i came up with a conclusion that,
everything is a LIE!
Lol! Yes, just agree with me.
Ahh, i'm bored. And i shall go now.
Good morning world... |
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| hello world after many many days |
[Sep. 8th, 2009|03:23 am] |
1. I'm blogging using my phone cause i'm lazy to use my laptop.
2.i bough new guitar picks! Yay! And it comes with a box cause i bought the one that is supposely specially designed:D.
Not very cheap though... 7 bucks for 5 pieces.-.-
3. I just reached home from work and i learnt 4 song on my guitar!! Yay!
Monsoon by tokio hotel, hey by mitchel musso, history by funeral for a friend(idk why i didn't learn this earlier when its actually easy.) and leave out all the rest by linkin park.
I can't wait to really PLAY it.
Currently i'm singing the chords and playing like one line of the verse to see if it sounds right.
Everyone's kinda sleeping now... So i can't really PLAY it. Zzz...
5.Going east coast tml to celebrate lyssa's 21st! But still i can't wait to go with 04. Tml's has drinks and food though. Different type of excitement i guess... Gosh! Haven't get her present! Sorry people if i owe you like present. I'm really bad at buying presents:S
6. Idk why i'm typing in point form. Zzz...
7. Sarah ask me to watch top gear. I shall..
8. I bought stuff online and its coming!!!:D
9. Sijia is back from bangkok and she bought me clothes and a GIFT!:D I love you sijia!!!!
10. I'm hungry.... Should i eat?
11. I still want a new guitar. But i think my brother might kill me):
12. I wanna watch stomp and jump. Anyone interested?:D stopm's on my birthday!:D
Oh yeah, i'm going to keep my hair long, like shoulder length. Then cut it layered like hayley williams the paramore singer. Then DYE it! The color i plan is like orange. But i'm thinking if i should dye the whole thing with blonde highlights or just the bottom half of my hair. The other one i'm thinking is slighty shorter then shoulder, really layered, then dye is blonde ash or grey:D Okay, maybe not grey, ash. Or orange:D lol! Idk... Either ways i'm going to have it really layer and thin looking. Lol!! I is cannot waitzxsxzs!!!!
#"i lost track of the point form" I hope i pass exams. Really damn scare i fail. Then everyone's enjoying their remaining holidays, i'm studying. Zzz... If so i think i will change course. Lol!!
I'm tired of tying. Shall be done with blog today.
Nights people. |
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| O-M-G |
[Aug. 29th, 2009|12:16 am] |
I just found out today that sijia's mum and my dad used to be classmates almost 30 years ago.
IS THAT OMG ENOUGH!?!? LOL! |
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| Bored to death post. |
[Aug. 11th, 2009|04:21 pm] |
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Okay, i know its been long since i've updated any shit.
Now i'll upload something.
Happy birthday Alfean.
Happy birthday Glynnis,
Happy birthday Singapore
WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE LEGAL!!!
Oct seems so far away.
I'm currently studying at esplanade library with steph.
Obviously I'm not concentrating cause I'm blogging.
*she's now tryna get through my blog. LOL!*
Everyone else finished OC. Its left with me and steph..
Zzz... suck balls.
My nose is blocked.. Sucks.
This is obviously a bored post. LOL!
Back to school work now.
Chao, adious.
I party like a rock star
Look like a movie star
Play like an all star
F**k like a porn star!
Baby i'm a superstar
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. LOL!
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| FINALLY! |
[Jul. 22nd, 2009|11:44 am] |
It has been really long since i've blogged. YAY me for blogging now.
In school now. Really boring.
Lessons today are like... zzz
Thats why i'm blogging.
Facebook is starting to bore me.
zzz -.-
CAUGHT THE ECLIPSE TODAY!
DID ANYONE SEE IT!?!?!
Pretty....
The out burst of rays. Haha.
GURLEEN GOT COMPLIMENTARY PASS TO SEE THE LIVERPOOL SOCCER PLAYERS!!!!!!!!
NOOOT FAIRRRRR!!!!!!
I IS WANT TO SEE FERNANDO TORRES!!!!
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=;(
CRIES AHHHH!
Okay, lesson ended.
lol! |
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| My favourtie mistake |
[Jun. 11th, 2009|04:29 am] |
Haven't been LJ-ing.
Decided to write a short post.
But i ain't got things to write about.
Went movie marathoning with sarah and alfean.
Had a martini. Not bad. Don't really like it.
LOL! I'm so contradicting.
I don't like this feeling i'm having now.
Really arghs.
Like a freaking mixture.
I like it NEAT, or one the rocks.
Not all mixed up and argh.
Everything brings me back.
I need to move house, delete my inbox, and maybe be blind and deaf for a day. LOL!
Okay, joking about the last part.
But i do want to drink and go really high and do something that i don't have the guts to do.
Which i really want to do.
Shall do that one day.
With sijia or sarah. LOL!
AHH enough emo talk.
Gtg sleep for RC tml. |
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| I think i see the end of this |
[May. 31st, 2009|12:13 am] |
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Your name is finally not in my call and message list.
Should i be happy?
SARAH!!!!!! So wished i was at sentosa with you guys.
Literally you GUYS since there was only you, colin and mike and everyone agrees you're pretty guy.
LOL.
Get go grab starbucks at vivo one day and sit at the rooftop!
:D
I think that atmosphere will be nicer then sitting in starbucks.
And plus, it refrains us from getting tempted for more.
GASTRIC KILLS PEOPLE!
Do not NOT eat when you're hungry.
Cause gastric is a killer!
I shit and puke at the same time. Imagine that!
Oh, and my puke was orange cause i had CHEESE BALLS before that.
Now i literally cannot survive without eating.
Damn! That sucks!
You know how much money i'll spend?!
Anyway, i finally finished powerpoint assignment and I'm pretty proud of it :D
Except for the fact that i almost got the topic wrong, and forgot to add stuff.. and almost miss the dateline.
LOL!
i'M GOING TO CHANGE MY PHONE!
Cause i really like the nokia one.
Then all my previous messages will be gone:(
Sucks... oh well..
new start :D
If anyone knows what i mean. LOL!
Sigh... BESTIES AHH!!! WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU?!?!?!?!!!!!!
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| SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMN IRRITATED!!! |
[May. 25th, 2009|12:36 am] |
I don't think anyone can be as irritated as me now.
I just came back from SPRC camp, my arm are sore.
My mum cooked so little porridge so i'm hungry.
I haven't finish my DB journal. I need to research for FOM project.
School starts at 8am.
My dad can't stop nagging at me to sleep.
And stupid problems with answers already smacked in my face for 2 weeks is still bothering me.
Actually i think if the problem is gone, i wouldn't be as irritated.
But the point is, my question already has its answer but its not the answer i like.
I'm still living in denial. LOL!
I blame myself for it.
I'm working tml, i'm not going to get enough sleep, i'm not going to be able to finish my projects.
And i'm irritated.
I think i need a drink to release my stress.
I got no one to talk to be cause i think i'm going to piss everyone off soon.
The one i want to talk to is like... i can just forget about what i just said.
My hair is dirty thanks to chlorine water.
My mind is loaded with unnecessary shit.
And i'm still irritated and pissed off for the wrong reasons.
Shit balls i'm doing emo talks again.
I do not want to be emo!!!!
Ahhhhh!!!!
I need a break from everything!!!!
Oh, and SPRC was really fun. Dinner and dance was the best!
Climbing over fences and swimming at night was even better!
But stuff have to just irritated me during the camp.
To sarah: its paranoial no more. Its the truth.
I'm so screwed!!!
I'm now going to listen to my ipod.
And emo myself again. LOL!
Fack. Facking kacroah! RAH! |
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| OOOOOOOOMYGOODIENESSS! |
[May. 14th, 2009|12:37 am] |
News number 1: MY SISTER IS PREGNANT!! omg!
News number 2: MY BRO'S GETTING MARRIED!! OMG!
I'm so excited!! For both!
This is something good to enlighten my mood :D
This is strange but I CAN'T WAIT TO PICK OUT A DRESS FOR MY BRO'S WEDDING!
And since i'm keeping my hair long, I CAN'T WAIT EVEN MORE!
HAHAHAH!!
And my sis! Can't wait to find out if its a boy or girl
To sis: please let me be one of the first to know! If its a girl, i'll carry it. If its a boy i'll throw him on the floor. LOL! Just joking.
But if its really a boy i will play with him more often. LOL! I GO YOUR HOUSE EVERYDAY UH! Then when he grow hair i'll buy dyes and wax for him. I'LL EVEN BUY HIM CLOTHES! If girl.. probably not as often luh. BUT ITS CAUSE I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HER! I can spike her hair if you want :D I'LL STILL BUY CLOTHES FOR HER THOUGH! HAHA!
Thats all i have to say for now. School has been.. same old same old.
OH YES! I realised that i've been using alot of 789 terms.
For instance:
BOOM-BI-AKS
and KAAAACROACH.
and POWER!
First two is from Mr Gobi and the last one is like... everyone. LOL!
BOOMBIAKS! I'M GOING OFF! I'M HIGHHHHHH!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!
But yet emo. LOL! Boombiaks la!
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| First day of school |
[Apr. 21st, 2009|12:32 am] |
Hi peeps.
You might not be interested in my first day at school, but i still wanna say.
I MISS EVERYONE!!!
FROM 789 I MISS ALFIEAN, BEAR, NESSA, SIANG LONG, SHI HUI, YVETTE, JOEL, YANYI, GOBI, DANNY, VIIK, SUFIEN...ETC.
YOU NAME IT I MISS IT! LOL!!
I MISS THE CHEFS EVEN THOUGH WE ALMOST DON'T INTERACT AND I MISS THEM EVEN THOUGH I WORKED TODAY.
I MISS DOING CLOSING AND HANGING OUT WITH EVERYONE AND BEING REALLY TIRED BUT ANTICIPATING WORK THE NEXT DAY CAUSE I KNOW IT WILL BE FUN.
FROM OTHERS I MISS SIJIA, FANGS, RACHEL YEE, ELIZA, SERENE, DEMELZA, AHHH! ALL 5A1S AND A2S!! :(
REALLY TOTALLY MISS EVERY SINGLE PERSON.
I MISS EVERY SINGLE MIN WE HAD BEFORE.
I MISS STUDYING MY TEXTBOOKS.
AND I'M AFRAID I MIGHT NOT GET USED TO THE POLY SYSTEM.
THOUGH I REALLY WISH I CAN ADAPT TO IT.
FREAK SHIT, I FEEL LIKE CRYING CAUSE I MISS EVERYONE.
THIS IS SO DIFFERENT I CAN'T GET USE TO IT!
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I hope everyone else enjoyed their day though.
It is the first day.
I gtg sleep now.
Nights everyone. |
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| Dead and Gone |
[Apr. 17th, 2009|02:07 am] |
I realised that whats funny in the train is not when someone dozes of and unconsciously lie on the stranger beside him or her.
The funny thing when that happens is the reaction of that stranger when he or she lies on him.
I was on the train home and i saw this woman 'bouncing' towards the guy next to her.
She wasn't at all interesting but the guy, he was playing his psp and listening to his music in his phone through his earphones and his reaction was funny.
At first he didn't mind cause honestly, he can't do much.
Then slowly, as that woman's head sank further and further downwards, going nearer and nearer that guy's tighs, that guy started to get annoyed.
Then when a passenger on his other side left, he couldn't take it anymore, he shifted a little.
Can tell that he doesn't want that lady to feel embarrassed luh thats why he moved a little only.
But that shift was like, he was only sitting 3/4 of his seat.
The best part was, the woman woke up and she didn't have a clue what happened.
Just grabbed her bag at her station and left like nothing happened.
Buts it's for the better of her luh.
Not so embarrassing. LOL!
If only i video-ed it down i would let you see man. LOL
Lots have happened recently.
Nah, i was joking. Nothing much happened.
Work was as usual.
But i haven't been hanging out with my friends.
Except work-mates.
Demelza's party is tml and i don't know if i'm able to make it cause i'm working closing
I doubt i can though. 160pax tml, i think the resturant needs people.
OH GOSH! AND I'M DOING HOST TML! SLAPS!
And i don't know if i should thank Kaz for 'believing' in me:s
Bless me for tml's chaos!
Adious. DulcesAmores amigos:D |
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| Lifestyle of the rich and the famous. |
[Apr. 5th, 2009|03:26 am] |
Everyone should know the song "I fell in love with the dj." right?
I realised it fits into almost anything.
Version 1:
V** is in love with S******, S******
Btw, the stars are names of 2 staffs from 789 which i don't wanna mention before V threatens to cut my pay if he ever stumbers upon this page.
Version 2:
I served the VJ denise, denise.
Yes people, i serve denise keller.
If noobs out there don't know who she is, she is mtv asia's VJ.
Often seen with UTT!!!
But Utt wasn't there today. Her other friend was.
She had a cloudy bay sauvignon blac.
Her friend had a chablis.
White wine FYI.
My mum wants me to quit again.
She keep saying i have to quit before school starts.
But i want to continue working even when school starts!
If i freaking rely on her for my damn allowance, i think i don't have to think about getting my car, clothes, house etc.
Gosh, i haven't even receive my allowance for feb and march and april.
ARGH!!!!
I just pray hard i don't get fired.
If i do my mum would be the happiest. -.-
Working there has made me develope alot of habits.
Habit one: smiling.
I smile at anything and anyone. Anyone that looks at me i smile. LOL!!
Habit two: calling people 'babe', 'darling' etc.
Gosh everyone calls you that at 789.
Habit three: walking.
I can stand and walk the whole day now and not feel my feet ache. Only thirsty.
Can't think of more, but i bet i will develope more soon. HAHA!
Updates more soon, peeps:D |
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| MR PM! |
[Apr. 4th, 2009|12:47 pm] |
The PM came to 789 to have dinner yesterday.
COOL OR WHAT?!
Security guards everywhere.
5 to 6 of them in the restaurant.
2 police patrolling outside.
He came with his wife and they were going to catch a show at 7.30pm at the esplanade.
COOL OR WHAT?!
I was suppose to work at the chill out deck,
but there was only danny and vik at 700 with a new guy, danny picked me to work at 700 in place of the new guy!!!
HAHAH!!!! COOL OR WHAT?!
So it seems like i was the lucky one eh?
WRONG!
No one was allowed near the PM.
Only danny could serve the food, clear the plates, pour the drinks. zzz.
His wife drank sparkling water btw. (hmmm... why not singapore's very own TAP WATER?!)
He's very tall and buff btw.
I always though he's small and normal.
But maybe when you have 5 to 6 security guards you look bigger, i don't know.
I got the chance to collect he's plates and bring into the pantry luh. Not so bad.
When i collected his cup and put into the bar, i was like "PM's saliva. Want some?"
Then alot of other drama happened. Whip cream issuses, manager issuse.
I NEED SOME CHILI CON CARNE!!!!
Or udon carbonara. I'm hungry:( |
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